tHe maRs Dearest Junsu. I think your voice is magnificent. After listening to you sing Timeless with Jang Ri In, I've been wanting to sing that song with you. Never mind it being in Korean. I think I have already FINALLY got the right pronunciation for the song! The next time you guys are in Malaysia, gimme a call, I'll cook Nasi Lemak! Love, Marisa.
Going Nuts Over This! This picture of Kamenashi Kazuya is totally adorable! Ichi Poundo no Fukuin is a breath of fresh air from the normal cool guy characters Kazu-chan is normally type-casted as! Shuji showing his Akira side? ;)
Post will be edited once author is coherent again.
But for now:
My t-shirt. Of which I bought 2 years ago and Mraz's concert in Birmingham. Now with his signature on it.
My only regret is not going up to him to take a picture when I was only 2 metres away from him. Damn work ethics and integrity! Why oh why did I not take advantage of the situation I was in? Ho well~ I got his signature and that makes me happy. Bought a new t-shirt too! For him to sign at the next concert! Bwaahahaa!! Alina took pictures with him! Jealous bangat!
I also want to go to Japan for a month, but seeing as that I will only be back home for about a month and must settle a whole lot of other things at home, ie visa continuation, meeting with BNM and settling BVC fees, I'm not sure whether I'll actually have the time to be at home. T_T
I want more time.
I also want grilled lamb with mint sauce and a corned beef sandwich.
With cheese.
I want a mudpie from TGIF Subang. I want Secret Recipe's Chocolate Banana cake.
I want to see Jason Mraz and ask him to sign my t-shirt when I go to his concert in the Arts Centre on the 5th of July.
I want to wish Akanishi Jin happy birthday in person on the 4th.
I want a massage.
I want another round of Amar's kerabu.
I want to play softball. I miss netball already.
I want to sleep, but it's damn hot and my windows won't open. Damn ground floor.
I've been down to London twice, and both times the people I was supposed to be looking for a house with, managed to find a place suitable for them.
Keyword: Them. - Not us.
So yeah, back to square one. House hunting part 3. DAMN STRESS wei. I am beginning to quite dislike London. I didn't apply for any of the London Unis because I didn't wanna live there. I know I'm not a city girl. I can't live in the city. I was seriously considering accepting Birmingham and continue living in Coventry.
But everyone is saying a year in London wouldn't hurt. London is different, and don't dismiss it before you've tried it.
Only problem is that, I can't dismiss it anymore if I decide I don't like it.
Now, I dunno whether to start looking for a place now, by myself, because relying on other people and housemates have been striked out. Twice. I dunno whether I want to even risk strike 3.
After talking to my parents and Shabana last night, I cried so much after putting down the phone. I am stressed. I don't want to move. I hate packing. And I don't want to live in a dump starting September! >.<
I felt like chopped liver because of the first group I was with. And I couldn't say no to the 2nd group when they've already made their decision. Guilt being one of the reasons. で I'm not even sure what to do now.
Grr..
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I woke up this morning puffy eyed, and melancholy. Checked my updates and I found this report of an Akame sighting in Japan!
Made my day. (^_^)
akame cuteness @ airport 20th june 2008 and here I bring you some akame witness! It*s so cute, seriously. Those two are just super sweet, yay for akame love. I was so happy when I read this.
20 June Sighting at an Airport(I'm not really sure which airport is it...):
Kame was daydreaming as he leaned against the luggage. (Most probably before boarding)
Jin was sitting somewhere near Kame and was playing with his handphone. Jin turned and looked at Kame before shifting the luggage and moved to sit beside him. Seeing that Kame was sleepy, Jin lent Kame his shoulder to lean on. Kame shifted around a bit before he found a comfortable position and continues to daydream.
It is also said that Koki was somewhere behind them.
On the plane
Jin and Kame sat together on the plane, sleeping with their heads leaning against each other's.
Some time after, Jin said something or did something which resulted in him earning a smack in the head from a smiling Kame.
When the plane was about to land, Kame was actually holding on to Jin's sleeve. Yeay! >.< I LOVE IT! Akame is REAL yo! REAL! It's not a figment of my imagination and this makes me happy happy. Incredibly happy indeed. ESPECIALLY since I've read reports about the KAT-TUN members not being as close as we fangirls imagine them to be.
Kame's body in the latest POTATO or WINK UP, I forgot which one, is incredibly HOT! He's in the pic with Junno and Ueda! And he was wearing a blue tshirt. I love it! He looks sooooo good now! I mean he has always looked good, but he actually has arms! And muscles. And Jin's getting squishy! Yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! Yeayyyyyyy!!
AKAME is ALIVE!!
ばんざい!ばんざい!ばんざい!
Needless to say, a whole bunch of new fanfics sprang up because of this new revelation! Fluffy, angsty and of course those of the NC-17 kind! *eyebrow wiggles*
Kazu? Nya? ^_^
Pervs. Heh.
Edit:
I want to go to KAT-TUN's concert in TOKYO DOME on either the 4th or the 5th of AUGUST! DOESN'T ANYONE WANT TO GIVE ME AN ALL EXPENSE PAID TRIP TO JAPAN TO WATCH MY PRETTY SPARKLY BOYS?! Please.
Pretty please.
With Sugar and Cherries on top! >.< And hot fudge and whipped cream.
When one started to make the cheesecake, one discovered that one did not have biscuits for the base. Thus, one set off on a mission to finish whatever that was left in the pantry because one was too lazy to go to Costies.
Results:
Thus, one's quest to partially finish up the dry pantry has come to an end with a cheesecake with sponge fingers and dark chocolate KitKat as a base.
On a totally different note, there was this episode on Cartoon KAT-TUN where Jin and Nakamaru went to Hokkaido for community service because of their DAT-TUN5 losing streak. Jin had to babysit a kid and he absolutely loved it because he wants to be the perfect daddy when the time comes. He wants like 25 kids or something like that. I exaggerate yes. But still, Kame has a lot to think about now. Heh. Anyway... found this icon of a small girl whispering to Jin. And he smiled.
Ovari explosion worthy! Like seriously! Who wouldn't want their kids to have such a hot daddy like Akanishi Jin?! Half the JE Fandom world would want to have Jin's babies, and now, with their ovaries all exploded, how to have Jin's babies?!
I've been waiting for this drama for ages! And it released before the exams finished. It tooki so much will power for me NOT to watch it. I actually waited until after the exams. Which was a good move because I couldn't stop watching or talking about it.
Nagasawa Masami is cool and everything but, Ueno Juri, Nishikido Ryo and Eita just rocks my socks off!
Last Friends tackles issues that afflict the current generation. Michiru's mother has brought a man back to their home and she is bullied at her workplace where she works as a beauty parlour assistant. She starts cohabiting with her boyfriend, a good young man who works at the Child Welfare Division and the only person who can give her emotional support, but ends up the victim of domestic violence and becomes fearful of love. The boyishly charming Ruka was a classmate of Michiru's in junior high school. She has performed brilliantly as a motocross racer and aims to win the national championship, but as the story progresses, a deep worry that she can neither confide in her parents or close friends grows evident. Takeru is a hair and makeup artist acquainted with Ruka. He is a good confidant to females due to his kindness and perceptiveness, and finds himself attracted to Ruka but has a phobia of sex as a result of a past trauma. The three of them become house mates and through their associations with others, gain the capacity to be positive about life. - DramaWiki
Ryo-chan's characted is incredible! And he plays it so well. Then again, I might already be biased! I'm not going to give anything away because I think EVERYONE should watch this. Ueno Juri is officially my favourite actress after Maya Miki. First, Kindaichi then Nodame, now THIS?! I swear. She looked damn HOT in the opening for Last Friends.
And Utada Hikaru. Prisoner of Love gave me goosebumps the first time I heard it. And during the arch of each episode, when the song plays, I always feel like crying. The song hits you. Every single time. Prisoner of Love FTW!
Ratings for this show has been going up up up! This is a side to Ueno Juri and Nishikido Ryo no one has ever seen. Nagasawa Masami is forever the sad heroine and Eita is Eita and he is brilliant! Mizukawa Asami is okay, but I think she's been in this kind of character before.
Tecks said Ryo-chan has a boring aura. I will bite Tecks for all the Ryo fans in the world because Ryo-chan is the Sexy Osaka Man and he is not boring.
Definitely not for the faint hearted who cannot understand member-ai and cannot accept crack.
It had me rolling on the floor laughing!
Imagine Akanishi Jin walking around with a MoodBulb on his head! >.<
There are also sequels to it, like when the MoodBulb went wonky and when it found a new master. >.<
Haha. My head is filled with Akame goodness right now.
I think I scared Sapna off... >.<"
Edit: Surprisingly, I did not scare Sapna off~ She said she is weird too. Then again, I'm not weird. What's so weird about sparkly boys who wear tight leather pants and school girl uniforms? Complete with feather boas. Absolutely nothing wrong when the culprit is a sparkly Johnny Boy. Like NEWS. Like KAT-TUN. Like Kanjani8. Like ARASHI. Totally normal.
I need to mention Shabana. SHABANA.
See babes. Ur special too. I mentioned you twice! >.< ILUSM!
I don't wanna do this anymoreeeee T_T I want my MOMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! Someone go burn the law schoollllllllllllllllllll T_T UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
I WANNA GO HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! I WANT MY MOMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! *biar la. who cares kalo I manja!? putemup!* IWANNAGOHOMEIWANTMYMOMMYYYYYYYYY!! T_T
*Iwantmysambaltumisudangandpetai* *pout*
--------------------------------------------------- On a totally different matter, RPK wrote a very interesting piece reflecting how some of the Malaysian Malay Muslims leaders(?) are forgetting what they are to actually do under their fardhu kifayah obligations. Click HERE! to read.
I quite like the way he argues using Islamic concepts and justification which seem to not be apparent in the Malay political party bek home.
Then again, blogs should be read with a pinch of salt. We're free to read whatever we want, but make your own independant judgment after reading a whole bunch of articles on it. :)
Although, in the light of everything that is happening back home, RPK's articles and reports from MalaysiaKini seem to be more credible than most.
The only thing I'm not fond of is the way some of the readers reply to the entries. It does put me off though after reading such an intelligent article, for it to be followed by swearing, insulting name-calling and whatnots. If you have proper reasoning to back it up okay la kan?
Then again, I could be guilty of the same thing~ Mental note to keep this in mind. :) If it's at your own blog.. biak pi la. It's funny how some people freeload on a brilliant essay and make it seem malicious by posting less intelligent comments after that.
I digress.
But give it a read. And kalo rajin, read this too.
I think I'm reverting back to my Kame-phase all over again! >.<
Sigh~ The boy is a vision of perfectness~ And... he pole dances better than anyone else! AND he looks soooo cute in the school-girl uniform.
Oh shi..
I'm that screwed. Oh well.
Kame is just sooo adorkable and comes up with the cheesiest lines in CKT! And despite him being well-known for being calm and extremely professional, he gets excited about kiddy things like Oshiri Kajiri Mushi~ *flails*
He's cute, sexy, dorky, serious.. Kamenashi Kazuya is just incredible. Sigh. There are actually times when random thoughts would come into my mind like.. "What would Kame do in times like these?" And OMG. He looks incredible in JIN, I mean Jeans! He is the best Jinnist, geh! Jeanist after all! >.<
I wonder how it would be like to live one day as Kamenashi :) I'm soo happy for him that he finally has arms! OPG did him well. Yeay! *drifts off to Kame-Land*
I think I'll write a fan-letter to him. That will be my after-exam plan. And one to Nishikido Ryo. And on a slightly random note, Shige~ :)
What is so great about alcohol and getting pissed drunk that the thought of saying "no" never crosses the mind?
Asswipes shouting in the middle of the night outside Benny's, totally wasted, are sooo annoying.
Go get drunk at the Gibbet Hill campus where you're far from civilization and quit disturbing people who need sleep at 2.30am.
Sheesh. Some dude died 2 weeks ago on campus. ODed on alcohol. His idiot friends, who also in their drunken state after some party at the Union egged him on to drink a BOWL of alcohol. Dude died of alcohol poisoning... and according to others choked on his own puke. He was in 1st year. Psychology student. Bet his friends fell DAMN guilty now la kan. He was found a day later in his room by the cleaning ladies.
I am sad he died and yet a part of me, as bad as I think it is to feel this way, I shouldn't feel guilty because it was his own fault. I can see people rolling their eyes saying.. "You don't realize what you're doing when you're drunk" and "How would you know, you've never had alcohol before".
Then WHY drink until you're pissed drunk that you don't realize what you're actually doing?
I try my best to ensure that nothing I take has any form of alcohol in it. And I'm happy that my friends who drink also look out for me as I am quite particular. And I'm not ashamed to admit it.
It saddens me to see the number of fellow Brothers and Sisters downing beer and vodka and sipping on cocktails when they are completely aware that one should not. I try to detach myself from people I don't know. But I somehow cannot get rid of that feeling, that dread... that just shoots through me when I scroll FB or Friendster pictures and I.. sigh. I don't like. Everyone has obligations and restrictions on them. If you are not allowed to consume alcohol, why do it?
I dunno whether it is my place to talk about this. It hurts to actually type this out because...
I don't want to wake up one morning with a text on my phone saying that someone I know ODed on alcohol. And died.
This...is too close to home.
And I hate the guilty/sheepish glances thrown my way when... nvm la.
Dah tau salah, buat lagi. :'(
Hadith - Bukhari 8:768, Narrated Abu
Salama
Abu Huraira
said, "A man who drank wine was brought to the Prophet
. The Prophet
said, 'Beat him!' " Abu
Huraira
added, "So some of us beat him with our hands, and some
with their shoes, and some with their garments (by twisting it) like a lash,
and then when we finished, someone said to him, 'May Allah disgrace you!'
On that the Prophet
said, 'Do not say so, for you
are helping Satan to overpower him.' "
I think I am slowly going insane. I can't stand the sound of dripping water when it rains. Especially when the drainpipe is right outside my window and water is dripping right onto my windowsill.
It drove me crazy. What more, it was the night before Japanese Law. Nasib baik Japanese law was okay. After I got over the initial shock of not seeing the words "Article 9 1946 Constitution" anywhere on the paper and finally realizing it was the interpretation by the Courts question, I calmed down. Yeay! So far so good. Save that bloody LBO essay. >.< Alhamdulillah~ Just need to keep this up until next Thursday, then I'm off to Le Havre to visit Danish.
Idiot.
Damn ferry to France is 8 effin' hours. I could've sworn he said 2 or 3 hours. =_=
On a totally different note, and trying to not post anything that would give me another headache and an increase in blood pressure levels, I think boys shud wear dresses.
Oguri Shun and Ikuta Toma in Hana Kimi wore them! Shun was the French Maid and Toma was the Nurse. >.< *nosebleed* I think a maid cafe with boys would be sooooooo cute.
Yes. I am screwed up. Don't have to tell ME that. I KNOW~
But still.... I would pay to see more Oguri Shun in a dress.
*tres manly!* *giggles madly and gets bricked*
Teeheeheheehehhehehehee..
I told Sherman he should take up pole dancing. Has anyone seen the video of KAME POLE DANCING?! It's sooo hot I tell you. Either he is just naturally talented *imagination goes astray, slaps self and comes bek to posting* or Jin has dragged him to strip clubs that has pole dancing. I want to believe the first reason. Even though I think the 2nd reason is more plausible. >.<
Conclusion? Boys should pole dance. Boys should be in dresses. And it will be a happy happy world!
I want to watch this?! Does anyone kno whether this has been subbed or not?! The KoKame love! Ish~ Though Akame is still my OTP.
I think it was a good call by the producers, if they had Kame and Jin in the same production, fangirls would just die of all the hotness and visual smex on stage. I like Koki. Despite how he looks, *I can just imagine him saying.. "You don't have to say 'despite how he looks' you know"*, he seems like the big brother figure to me. Always taking care of Kame and making sure no one messes with him. :) Not even Jin. ;)
Heck, even Ryo lets Kame get away with everything Kame does, whether he likes it or not! >:) *glee*
*I said "NO PULLING KAME-CHAN!"* *laughs and falls off chair*
I swear, if it was Jin, he would be smacking Jin's sorry ass already! *Not that any of the fangirls would mind*
I wanna watch Kurosagi the Movie! No no! Not the cam version. >.< I want HQ! YamaPi needs to be seen in all his goodness. Which is why I will wait patiently for Tecks to dl the HQ version. Tecks rocks. He has Last Friends and Gokusen 3! >.< I wanna watch Change! OMG. Cepat la exam habisssssssssssssssssss!
Kame has ARMS! And apparently he's been checking his new body out in the mirror more than usual nowadays. Haha. It will be sooooooooo difficult for Baka!Nishi to resist Kame now. Yeay! All hail Kame's arms. I'm happy he's not as skinny as Shuji anymore. And I never want to see that shaggy dog hairdo ever again. His cuphead is better than the shaggy dog.
But this one is for the win la!~ めちゃ かわいい でしょう?! ;)
Fuh~ Fuh~ Cepat la habis exam pls. I am soo stressed out it's not even funny anymore. I think I will sleep summore after this. I work better at night anyway. Le sigh~
I want more Miyano Mamoru! Light or Tamaki! Either one would be fine! Actually I would prefer Tamaki~ Light is insane. But in a scarily cool way. Yeah. Smart guys are sexy.
Only 2 more. Islamic Law and Labour Law. Then I can play softball! And go live in Teck's room because he has 9X250gb + 2X500gb worth of Japanese/Korean stuff to watch.